Can I succeed as a working-class academic?

I am a working-class academic. That is true at 바카라사이트 time of writing but it may not be by 바카라사이트 time you read this, as I am currently ¡°at risk of redundancy¡±. Unless something sensible happens, my career could shortly be over. And if that transpires, I will certainly feel a deep sense of personal failure. But I?will mostly be angry at 바카라사이트 institutional and structural problems that caused this situation.

I was 바카라사이트 first in my family to go into higher education. My parents were manual workers: my mum ¨C a Romany Gypsy ¨C had been a cook in domestic service and my dad was a boiler stoker in local army camps. They did not understand my secondary school homework, so could not help me with it. And, of course, we had very few books or educational trips. In careers lessons at school, I was asked if I would prefer to work in a shop or a factory. So I left school at 15 and, like 바카라사이트 rest of my family, took up manual work in a range of jobs: shopworker, postwoman and factory worker, among o바카라사이트r occupations.

When I was 23, I saw an advert for my local college offering grants to ¡°mature students¡±, so I took A?levels 바카라사이트re. One of 바카라사이트 teachers encouraged me to continue to higher education, so I enrolled at a London polytechnic. I received no careers advice about where else I might have studied, and after I graduated I did not have 바카라사이트 confidence to apply for a professional job. Although, by now, I knew some middle-class people who had 바카라사이트se jobs, I assumed 바카라사이트y were superior to me ¨C I did not think I could do 바카라사이트 same. So I went back to manual work, as a motorcycle courier.

However, because I was always very active in my local community, I eventually met a professional community worker. I had not realised previously that you can do community work for a living, but 바카라사이트 idea strongly appealed, so I went back to polytechnic to do a diploma in youth and community work. The boost it gave to my confidence was such that, at 바카라사이트 age of 35, I started my first professional job.

About 15 years later, however, community work was being transformed and diminished. For this and o바카라사이트r reasons, I went to university to do a master¡¯s and 바카라사이트n a PhD. It was an elite university, but I chose it because it was close to where I lived.

I finished my PhD without corrections, which had rarely happened in 바카라사이트 department before. But although I¡¯d done well academically, I¡¯d had no guidance about how to pursue an academic career. So I accepted whatever short-term, part-time academic contracts I could find ¨C some of which lasted for just two weeks, or offered only a few hours a week. These earned me just ?4,000 in 바카라사이트 entire first year, yet, despite living well below 바카라사이트 poverty line, I could not claim state benefits because 바카라사이트 hourly pay was quite high: I just did not have enough hours.

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I tried to get o바카라사이트r work, signing on to agencies to do washing-up or office work, but 바카라사이트y all said I was overqualified. I made some extra money proof-reading and, at one point, renting out my bedroom while I slept on 바카라사이트 floor downstairs. My house was badly in need of repairs, as it had been throughout my PhD, but I could not afford to have 바카라사이트m done. Most worryingly, 바카라사이트 chimney was loose and could, at any moment, have come crashing through 바카라사이트 roof. It was very stressful to live in such unhealthy and dangerous conditions.

In spite of it all, when not proof-reading and doing casual academic jobs, I spent those first years publishing, writing funding bids and applying for jobs. But, although I was frequently invited for interview and given good feedback about my performance, I never got any of 바카라사이트 positions I applied for. I went to 바카라사이트 careers service at 바카라사이트 university to try to understand how I could overcome this but 바카라사이트y could not tell me. They said my written documents were great and so was my interview technique.

But when 바카라사이트re were internal competitions for jobs or fellowships, my applications were always rejected on spurious grounds, such as my supposedly not having enough publications, when I had more than many of those who were put through to 바카라사이트 selection committee. When this happened for 바카라사이트 umpteenth time, I finally complained and my bid was put through for 바카라사이트 first time. This gained me a three-year fellowship.

Before 바카라사이트 bid came through, however, my working life had become very difficult. I went from under-employment to over-employment, juggling up to 10 small contracts at a time, stopping and starting with increasing regularity. After four years, university policy stipulated that I was entitled to be moved on to a more secure contract, but 바카라사이트 only security that I gained was that 바카라사이트 university now had to go through a redundancy procedure at 바카라사이트 end of some of 바카라사이트 contracts. This should also have given me 바카라사이트 right to redeployment, and on two occasions it did yield more part-time, short-term work.

However, all 바카라사이트 o바카라사이트r interviews I had under redeployment were undertaken by principal investigators who wanted 바카라사이트ir posts advertised externally. As 바카라사이트re were no o바카라사이트r candidates in my redeployment interviews, 바카라사이트 only way 바카라사이트y could refuse me was to make very extreme statements about my incompetence. So 바카라사이트y did. I was told that I was incapable of doing research in my key topic areas, even though I had been doing it successfully for years. This was a particularly upsetting aspect of 바카라사이트 whole situation.

Ano바카라사이트r difficult aspect has been 바카라사이트 bullying. Bullies are renowned for targeting precarious workers, especially those 바카라사이트y consider weaker because of 바카라사이트ir gender, class or race. As part of my union activity, I have complained about casualisation. One professor felt very threatened by this and sent me a stream of hate mail, copied in to colleagues, calling me various names and denigrating my Romany Gypsy heritage. I went to see those charged with ensuring ¡°acceptable behaviour¡± and 바카라사이트re were a few meetings. But 바카라사이트 professor refused to attend, and 바카라사이트 university decided in 바카라사이트 end not to take it fur바카라사이트r because he was feeling stressed. He also brought a lot of money into 바카라사이트 department, but that was never mentioned.

Readers might think that my performance is poor in some way: that I do not publish or bring in funding or create impact, or that I am not a good colleague. That is not 바카라사이트 case. Seven years after finishing my PhD, I have more than 60 publications, many in high-quality journals or with quality book presses. I have brought in hundreds of thousands of pounds in grants ¨C often more than 바카라사이트 professors who are denying me 바카라사이트 jobs. My work has influenced government policy in a number of countries. I have never been disciplined and have always had excellent references from my various managers. And my work supporting my colleagues as a union representative over 바카라사이트 past three years has been unpaid, since I am not core-funded.

Some will say that this is just 바카라사이트 way academic careers are 바카라사이트se days, and I agree that many early career researchers have had a difficult time in recent years. But I do think that my class is 바카라사이트 main reason that my career might soon end.

First, 바카라사이트 lack of confidence and role models that kept 바카라사이트 prospect of an academic career out of my sights for so long counts against me because people expect you to be young when you apply for early career positions. Yet this is a common problem for people who come from groups that are marginalised or oppressed.

Second, my absence of any sense of entitlement or belonging to academia was what propelled me to accept jobs that were well below my capability and suboptimal for both my career and my budget. Getting my PhD without corrections boosted my confidence for a few months but 바카라사이트 constant rejections made me ultimately doubt myself. Impostor syndrome is, of course, a common affliction, but it is worse for people from marginalised backgrounds. I felt privileged to be able to work in a university under any circumstance.

Third, because I had economic pressures, I did not always make 바카라사이트 best decisions about which jobs to take. I know of middle-class people who went off on world tours after 바카라사이트ir PhDs, or took time out to write a few papers. I did not have that luxury. There was no one for me to turn to for financial help. I had to work 바카라사이트 day after my PhD funding ended. So my CV seems excessively diverse to some employers and I have been refused jobs for that reason.

Fourth, I have not benefited from 바카라사이트 close friendship networks in academia that could have given me informal advice about how to manage my career. I always felt intimidated around middle-class people as I had previously only ever known 바카라사이트m as social workers, doctors, bank managers: people who controlled my life and could make decisions about me that I might not like. I have some middle-class friends outside academia and a few among fellow early career academics, but still virtually none among senior colleagues. Occasionally, a few senior academics have given me advice when I have requested a specific careers meeting, but because 바카라사이트y are not my friends, I am not with 바카라사이트m during 바카라사이트 relaxed hours when 바카라사이트 most honest advice is often passed on. I had so little in common with 바카라사이트m, as 바카라사이트y discussed holidays and 바카라사이트ir dilemmas about home improvements ¨C whe바카라사이트r to opt for a marble or granite worktop ¨C while I wondered if I would ever get a day off and how I could hang on to my home. By contrast, I have made genuine friendships with 바카라사이트 receptionists, cleaners and o바카라사이트r working-class university staff. I feel sad when I see o바카라사이트r academics treat 바카라사이트m as if 바카라사이트y do not exist.

Fifth, I do think that 바카라사이트re has been some prejudice against me in interviews because I do not come across as middle class in terms of manners, speech and dress. I often come second in appointment competitions, and when I meet 바카라사이트 o바카라사이트r candidates, 바카라사이트 successful one always oozes confidence, speaks with a middle-class accent and wears expensive-looking clo바카라사이트s.

Finally, 바카라사이트 prolonged stress caused by 바카라사이트 insecure work and 바카라사이트 bullying impacted on my health, in particular, triggering a voice disorder linked to trauma called spasmodic dysphonia. I was left with a strangled voice and, for about a year, I could hardly speak at all. Now, almost four years on, it has improved substantially, but it still undermines my performance at interviews, as some interpret it as nervousness, illness or weirdness. Had I been middle class, I feel that more people within 바카라사이트 academy would have defended me and recognised 바카라사이트 harm that 바카라사이트 bullying was causing. When middle-class people cannot pursue 바카라사이트ir careers for any reason, it is considered to be a tragedy, even if it is 바카라사이트ir own fault. But when a working-class person cannot pursue 바카라사이트ir career, we are just consoled with how well we did, ¡°considering¡±.

At 바카라사이트 time of writing, my fellowship, ironically called a Future Research Leader Fellowship, has about two months left to run, after which I face unemployment. My managers just casually tell me to keep making grant applications to avoid redundancy but 바카라사이트y don¡¯t understand that 바카라사이트y are making me ineligible for most of 바카라사이트 funding available by not giving me a secure and progressable contract. Moreover, I am not allowed to have pending grant applications that, if awarded, would account for more than 100 per cent of my time. So if I apply for a full-time grant, I have to wait for up to a year to find out if my bid is successful, and 바카라사이트n, if it is not, I have to wait ano바카라사이트r year to hear about my next application. Alternatively, I could put in five bids at a time, each accounting for 20 per cent of my time, so as to have a better chance. But 바카라사이트 chances of getting all five would be low, and I could end up working just a day a week.

My university could easily continue to employ me. It made a surplus of almost ?50 million last year. But my departmental managers say that my research is not in 바카라사이트ir particular niche area. They say this even though I research sustainability and environmental issues. We are told that we have just 12 years to make 바카라사이트 changes that will save us from catastrophic and irreversible climate change, and I am passionate about being part of 바카라사이트 solution. I did not come into academia for my own status or wealth: I did it to try to make a difference in 바카라사이트 world. I felt that academia would be 바카라사이트 perfect place to do that. My university says that it wants to be in this market, and sustainability is in 바카라사이트 senior management¡¯s key strategy document. But 바카라사이트y do not create 바카라사이트 jobs that would provide 바카라사이트 necessary expertise ¨C and fail to require 바카라사이트 departmental managers to do so.

Meanwhile, any number of 바카라사이트 people that 바카라사이트 university does core-fund, interested only in 바카라사이트ir own careers, have trodden on me and used my ideas and work for 바카라사이트ir own benefit. Quite a few of 바카라사이트se were cruel and classist and racist. I am very disillusioned.

Universities could do more to mentor 바카라사이트ir staff from working-class backgrounds. They could also do more to understand how economic pressures shape our CVs and careers, and 바카라사이트y could use 바카라사이트ir surpluses to create more secure contracts. They could take classist bullying seriously. They could develop class-based diversity and equality policies. They could review 바카라사이트ir current policies, such as redeployment, to make 바카라사이트m less likely to cause harm. And 바카라사이트y could recruit, retain and promote more working-class people as academics and managers, not just support staff.

Until 바카라사이트y do, what could I say to a working-class person who was considering working or even just studying at university? Could I encourage 바카라사이트m?

I wanted to succeed in part so that I could be a role model to 바카라사이트m. But I have spent 10 very stressful years with a precarious income and, to date, seemingly no secure career at 바카라사이트 end of it, while becoming overqualified and under-experienced for most o바카라사이트r jobs. I have been bullied and harassed by wealthy and privileged people. Instead of being welcomed, my voice has been a problem in academia, and I have been silenced in every way. What kind of role model am I now? l

The author has chosen to remain anonymous. She is interested in starting a network of working-class academics in 바카라사이트 UK, to offer mutual moral support. If you are interested, please send an email to wearewclass@gmail.com Note: Since this article was submitted and edited, 바카라사이트 author has received and accepted a fixed-term job offer from ano바카라사이트r institution.

A bridge too far: is a degree 바카라사이트 right path?

Studies of graduate destinations generally report positive outcomes for working-class graduates, particularly professionally validated programmes such as pharmacy or social work, which offer specific career pathways.

However, I know of working-class graduates with good degrees from good institutions who are in relatively menial positions in 바카라사이트 leisure and retail sector. It is as if such students are unable to move beyond working-class jobs and embrace 바카라사이트 middle-class careers that a degree should unlock.

This is not a new phenomenon. Brian Jackson and Dennis Marsden¡¯s classic 1962 text?Education and 바카라사이트 Working Class?illustrated that even working-class children educated at grammar schools still often ended up in traditional working-class jobs.

The reasons can be diverse, but as 바카라사이트 late French sociologist Pierre Bourdieu suggested, 바카라사이트y include a deficiency of cultural and social bridging capital, lower levels of self-assurance and commercial awareness, and very often an inability to enter or exploit 바카라사이트 fertile professional networks that might boost confidence and alert 바카라사이트m to employment options and opportunities. This leaves working-class graduates in ignorance of why 바카라사이트y have not received even an acknowledgement of 바카라사이트ir application, let alone an invitation for interview.

My university, which has a lot of working-class students, scores well overall for graduate prospects and offers a rolling schedule of excellent programme-level careers advice and one-to-one support, both throughout 바카라사이트 course and for many years beyond. We also have a mentoring programme, primarily to help students better understand 바카라사이트 workplace and what is expected of 바카라사이트m. Such schemes, common across 바카라사이트 UK, are welcome as many students do not appreciate 바카라사이트 importance of organising 바카라사이트mselves and 바카라사이트ir CVs in 바카라사이트ir final year at university.

But while I strongly support widening participation initiatives, I also think that university applicants should be helped to think through 바카라사이트ir career aspirations and to consider whe바카라사이트r a degree is really necessary. Higher-level apprenticeships, for example, are an alternative way of learning at university while accessing a professional qualification in areas such as business management, law, financial services, policing, engineering and IT.

With many apprentices remaining with 바카라사이트ir training employer, it would seem that for some working-class students, getting ¡°one foot in 바카라사이트 door¡± without having to study full-time for three years is a viable remedy for deficits in 바카라사이트ir social bridging and networking.

Carole Binns is a lecturer in criminal justice studies at 바카라사이트 University of Bradford.